So, they told us to study in 50-minute hours - study for 50 minutes, then take a 10 minute break, then go back to studying. Apparently someone has determined that this is the best way to allow information to sink in, because it's the same way we do class (usually.) Fifty minutes of lecture, break for 10, and so on.
I have a question, though. What if, in the middle of a 50-minute study block, you have a mini-breakdown and cry for five minutes? What do you do with that? Add it on at the end? Subtract it from your break? I need clarification - meltdowns weren't covered during the "how to study" instructions.
You know what else? I really wish Scott would have gone to a talk that they had during orientation week for significant others of medical students. I think it may have something to do with his extreeeeeeeeme confidence (both in himself and in me) but I'm not sure he gets just how much time I need to be studying, and how freaking tired I am, and that he may have to settle for just seeing me on Saturday evenings or someting. It's still better than what we're used to - I would go five weeks without seeing him sometimes when he was away at school and busy working on something.
I also worry sometimes that I'm just a habit for him, and that he'll get aggravated with the demands on my time soon and kick me to the curb. And I'm afraid I couldn't find anyone else. Plus I'd really miss him.
Have I mentioned that when I get tired, and anxious, that my worries tend to mushroom? Okay. I'm sorry to be so down on everything lately. Let's have a happy clip, which I've had uploaded forever but I keep forgetting to link to. This is from an episode of House M.D., which is an awesome show - it's science, it's medicine, it's a snarky lead character who also happens to be an infectious disease specialist. This clip is from the episode where House fills in for an instructor of a class on differential diagnosis. He presents three patients with leg pain to the class - IMO, it was one of the best episodes. In this clip, he reminds me of one of my favorite professors. Please right-click and "save as" to save my bandwidth. :-)
There's one thing worse than being useless ... (~45MB)
Edited to add - heeeyyyyyy! I just discovered that season one of House MD is being released on DVD on August 30th. That's happy.
Edited again to add - I just talked to Scott, and he's more understanding than I gave him credit for. :-) Refer to earlier comment about "mushrooming". :-)
UPDATE (8/30/05) - I'm removing the file, because my bandwidth for the month is about to exceed the allowed level, and I CANNOT afford for that to happen again. I'll put the link back up somewhere around September 1st, when the bandwidth rolls back to zero. As always, donations are very much appreciated! Thanks.
UPDATE (9/14/05) - The file is back. :-)