I feel like a giant stupidface and I want to quit medical school.

This post is basically just for me, so feel free to scroll.

When I have crappy days such as this, I just want to chronicle them to remember them later - so that when I'm finished with school (if I actually manage to bumble my way to the end) I can look back on bad days like this. The type of day when I'm at my computer crying, with an explosive head and/or pancreas, feeling lonely and friendless, and beyond stressed. Hopefully I'll be able to say, "Ha ha, I feel so much better now." And hopefully by that time, I will have figured out how to talk to people so I don't completely embarrass myself. As a side note, it sucks when you're having a stressful (and physically pain-filled) day anyway, and it turns out that you've said things to someone that were meant to be jokes that weren't taken that way, and then you have to add feeling like a complete idiot to all of the other negative things that are going on. Bad timing. Ugh. I am glad, though, that - even though there may be a couple of people who think that I am a horrible person - God knows the heart and He knows true intentions. He knows what I intended to say and what I didn't intend to say. And if He loves me, that's all that matters.

In happier news, Christy is finally on Facebook - I'm always trying to convert people to Facebook so that I can have "friends" who are actually my friends, and not just people that I said "hi" to that one time. Christy's been a particularly tough convert.