The one where I'm Debbie Downer. Sorry.

You know, I actually had a post knocking around in my head today, and I thought, "Tonight there will be a new post on the blog! A good one too!" These kinds of things are exciting to me, because my life is sad.

However, I ended up having a rather crappy evening (nothing I want to talk about here or anything - I mention it only because I want to remember what date it was) and then when I got home and looked at all the shopping bags and merriment and such littering my floor, I realized that ... I don't have a job. And I can't afford to give people Christmas presents like I usually do, and like I love to do, because I don't have a job. So I've spent the last couple of hours crying, and putting together bags of stuff to return tomorrow, which isn't nearly as much fun as buying gifts for people. Bleh. I can't wait until 2 1/2 years go by and I'm employed again. I've almost decided to take out more loans than I usually do the next time I have to fill out a renewal FAFSA, because I hate mooching off of my parents. I know my dad doesn't mind, but I still hate it.

Sorry for the downer post. And if you're still shopping, by any chance, you could use my Amazon link to help me pay for my server. It really does help, when people use it. And whoever bought the diamond watch, I love you to bits. That is all.

Oh, and this? Re: Justin Timberlake and the *bleep* in a box? Is hilarious. Not that one of those is on my list or anything. I just want some DiorShow mascara and DVDs. That video almost, almost - made me feel better after an evening of tears and feeling crappy about myself.